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On a bright day in mid-2009, I covered my son Brady, then 3, from head to toe and tucked him deeply in my arms. We rushed into a new doctor’s office — our potential diagnostic superhero — to discover what was causing my son’s horrific pain. Having been to countless…

In recent years, I’ve overhauled my idea of goal setting. A few years ago, I sat down one January to write my New Year’s resolutions in the midst of having acute porphyria attacks and filling out long-term disability applications. My pen hovered, frozen above the page. Uncertainty is stressful.

Givlaari (givosiran) is the most exciting development in the acute hepatic porphyria (AHP) community since Panhematin (hemin for injection) was approved under the U.S. Orphan Drug Act in 1984. I started treatment earlier this year, and I’m now five months in. When I reflect on my experience with…

The holidays are a tricky time for people living with chronic illnesses like acute hepatic porphyria (AHP). My body doesn’t do well with added stress and anxiety. I spent Thanksgiving in an acute attack, and didn’t handle it well. I sat down for meals with both sides of the…

My neighborhood pharmacy was randomly closed last Friday. Given the amount of medications I use to manage symptoms of acute hepatic porphyria (AHP), I’m well versed on the hours that it is open. Imagine my surprise when I arrived at the drive-thru during normal operating hours, and found it shuttered…

My rich and complex history with hormones started at age 15, when I turned to various estrogen and progestin combos to control painful periods. I was experiencing acute hepatic porphyria (AHP) symptoms brought on by my monthly cycle, but it took years to get to the real source of…

The presentation began and I found my seat. Looking around the meeting room, I knew that every single person was there because of a shared interest in my rare disease. Mind blown. Thanks to a scholarship from the National Organization for Rare Disorders’ Rare Disease Educational Support Program, I…

I have a confession to make. I’ve read the “Twilight” saga. Yes, even the “Eclipse” novella about the newborn vampire army. I’ve watched all of “Buffy the Vampire Slayer,” as well as the spinoff series, “Angel,” and also “True Blood.” When pop culture flipped the vampire trope from…

The U.S. healthcare system is good at helping people in crisis get over the hump. But what if your disease is chronic? What if your life is the hump? Four years ago, I was diagnosed with acute hepatic porphyria (AHP). I was in a severe disease state and had…

I had a short-lived, yet severe, acute hepatic porphyria (AHP) attack in mid-September. Like a descending tornado, it came on fast, grew in intensity, and demolished everything in its path. Before surrendering to the funnel’s pull, I had to do something I both hate and dread: bail on loved…