It’s Time to Rewrite the Definition of Porphyria Pain
There is a general lack of understanding and awareness when it comes to pain associated with acute porphyria attacks. Porphyria pain is not well defined in research. It’s misunderstood by doctors and industry professionals, and it’s easy to see why.
Pain cannot be objectively measured or seen, and everyone responds differently during an attack. Someone with acute intermittent porphyria (AIP) may be writhing in bed, howling, and clutching a barf bag. Or, if they’re like me, they might be curled up in a fetal position, crying silent tears, and trying to keep breathing.
For far too long, the community has been focused on finding a cure rather than learning about the pain porphyria patients endure. It’s time to get patients and members of the medical community on the same page with porphyria attack pain. It’s time to rewrite the definition of porphyria pain, in hopes we can inspire new research.
Descriptions from research
Let’s start with assessing what we know from medical literature. Porphyria pain is underresearched, and there’s a lack of evidence-based recommendations for management and treatment. Digging into published studies, I found only vague descriptions of porphyria attack pain. For example:
- An excerpt from the journal Patient, referring to acute porphyria, describes “diffuse severe pain affecting the abdomen, back, or limbs.”
- An excerpt from The Netherlands Journal of Medicine, referring to cutaneous porphyria, describes “severe pain or blistering of the light-exposed areas of the skin.”
While straightforward, those descriptions were limited by perspective. A doctor or researcher may be able to summarize aspects of physical pain during an attack, but only someone who’s lived through attacks can detail the mental and emotional depth of the experience.
Descriptions from patients
Describing pain in a more useful and holistic way seemed like the easiest job for a patient; after all, we are the true experts in attack pain. So, how do I describe porphyria pain? Here’s my definition:
“Porphyria attack pain is like routinely being tortured and betrayed by my own body.”
As I am only one person representing one porphyria subtype, I asked others who have porphyria for help in describing attack pain. Some agreed the pain was worse than childbirth, kidney stones, and broken bones. Some called it “torture.” Following are selected quotes from some of these conversations:
Emerald, hereditary coproporphyria
Porphyria pain “feels like I’m getting crushed inside a red hot iron maiden that’s also being hit by lightning. I often feel traumatized with attacks when I go to an ER and no one knows what porphyria is.”
Betsy, variegate porphyria
“One of the worst attacks I’ve ever had, the pain intensified until it was like someone had impaled me through my abdomen.”
Jessica, AIP
“It felt like all my organs were in a vice grip and it was very hard to breathe.”
Robert, AIP
“The pain begins as a toothache, like pain in my long bones of my arms, legs. It then progresses into severe abdominal pain that feels like I have a red hot poker stuck into my liver from the front and back [that] is being moved all about through my abdominal area.”
Maree, porphyria cutanea tarda
It’s “like walking through a fire and you can’t get away.”
Cortney, erythropoietic protoporphyria
“I ran an entire half marathon with a fractured pelvic bone. Prior to the race, and even after, I swore I just had tendinitis because I don’t know how to interpret pain levels correctly. ”
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The difference between descriptions in the literature and those written by people living with porphyria were striking. Accounts from real people made it clear that attack pain is an experience far beyond physical sensation, it’s also emotional, traumatic, complicated, and evolving.
As people with porphyria, we serve a critical role in raising awareness. But I also think of the depth we could provide research, too, if we were recognized for our expertise and sought out in designing studies that investigate attack pain.
Most of all, I dream of the day porphyria pain is better understood, when patients know how to advocate for the care we need, and physicians associate porphyria attacks with extreme pain.
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Comments
desiree lyon
Pain of porphyria is basically indescribible. I'm glad people did their best to portray the intensity.
Claire Richmond
Desiree- Thanks for reading and for your comments. You know this intimately and I've read some of the accounts of your pain (clearly, they were the inspiration for my column title)! Thanks for the work you are doing to raise awareness about pain, I'll continue to write about it as well.
jane farmer
Kudos for drawing attention to this. Maybe one day it will also be acknowledged that some people's pain never leaves, whether a flare ends or not, and instead becomes something to be battled daily. For all the money put into research, its compassionate application in symptom management has been a screaming void.
Claire Richmond
Jane- Thank you for your comments. This is something I think about a lot. I myself had chronic pain before I knew what attack pain felt like. Managing it is trial and error because, as you mentioned, what else do we have to go off of? Thank you too for reading, I'll be continuing to write about pain and chronic symptoms.
Linda Haynes
i agree 100% with Desiree and Jane's comments above. I love your column Claire!
Claire Richmond
Thanks for reading, Linda! I'll continue to focus on the issue of pain through my writing, in hopes of creating some compassion for ourselves and others.